mumbled something while we got down on the floor..

emilychris:

May I just be angry for a few moments? Thank you.

I would really really like to thank the wonderful genetics that my parents passed into me, you know the gastroschisis and the neurofibromatosis weren’t great but we survived some time in an incubator and some genetic testing. Then there’s the allergies and the bad eyesight, we’ve overcome those issues with claritin and prescription lens. Pretty much I’m in fine health, I have nothing to complain about when I know there are people much worse off than me, I’m well aware of that, I just need to get this off my chest. I’m having some major issues with my 12-year-old molars right now, first of all I am 20 years old, 21 in three and a half months, I should not be dealing with teeth growing in. My jaw is so small that when I was younger I had 8 baby teeth pulled because there was no room for them to be there. 3 years ago my bottom wisdom teeth were removed because they weren’t even growing in where they were supposed to because my 12-year molars were just starting to grow in at the same time. Now with my top wisdom teeth growing in and my 12-year molars attempting to make an appearance before they’re 9 years late there’s a lot of pressure going on in my mouth and it’s starting to hurt and my dentist, oral surgeon, and orthodontist are not being of any help. I do not want oral surgery again, I can’t remember two days of my life except for the panic attack the laughing gas made me have. I don’t want braces again, I’m sorry, I will not be getting braces again, 4 years was enough, so if these teeth make all of my other teeth shift I guess I’m gonna have crooked teeth. I’m headed down a path to oral surgery, this is unavoidable. It’s that or continue feeding the inevitable stomach ulcer six ibuprofen a day.

That’s better. I’m angry about my teeth, I have been since I was eight. I have a feeling it’s not changing anytime soon.

 i feel for you <3